Sunday, January 9, 2011

By any other name

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The New Year always brings reflection and contrast to mind.  There's the typical frenzied rush to start up gym memberships, to start new diets, and to make those exhausting resolutions.  I have talked enough about the fact that I choose to not make New Year's resolutions.  What I have been giving a lot of thought to these past several days, is outward trappings.  I've also written a great deal about this very thing in past blog posts, talking about social masks that we incorporate into our daily existence.

We always compare.  There's this thing we do, and it's called "comparing our insides to other peoples' outsides".  Meaning that we compare and find fault with ourselves.  We're comparing what we feel inside to the nice, shiny, spiffed up social mask that someone else is wearing, failing to remember that those people are doing the same thing...that they're feeling insecurities on the inside as well.

Shakespeare said it quite well, I think:

"A rose by any other name would smell as sweet."
We can pretty ourselves up, buy beautiful clothing, use fancy cosmetics, hair styles, hair color....even choose plastic surgery, to change our outward appearance.  We can change our name, change our location, reinvent ourselves and try new career paths.  It is human nature to want to feel and look our best.  We're given this one physical body, this one physical vehicle, after all, so of course we want to feel good in it. 

Wouldn't it be dramatic, if, one day we all woke up and found the face and body that greets us in the mirror to be truly beautiful?  I think of how my family and friends view me.  We all know that through the eyes of love, beauty is always what is beheld.  The true test, then, is to shower ourselves with that same love.  That's the tricky part, yes?

Loving self.  What a concept.  And what a difficult objective.  I focus on this as a daily goal, loving myself and accepting myself.  I also admit to not quite meeting the mark on a regular basis.  There is an absolutely breathtaking Scripture that has always brought tears to my eyes on this concept:

Consider the lilies how they grow: they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you, that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.  - Luke 12:27
This passage in the Christian Bible is one that I have always found to have such strong, straightforward good sense to it.  We spend so much time worrying about those outward trappings, when in reality, we are imperfect and flawed in the most beautiful manner.  I have said many times that I find perfection to be rather static and sterile, and that I much prefer that which is unique and flawed.  That would describe every Soul walking the earth today...we are all unique and flawed.  I think it is those imperfections and quirks that give each of us our own particular brightness. 

Do I mean by this post that we should all stop attempting to better ourselves, or stop wishing for more?  Absolutely not! Dreams and striving for better is another thing that makes us beautiful.  Mankind is meant to evolve.  To grow, to smooth off rough edges, to expand, to pursue new experiences.  There is, however, valor in standing still and contemplating, for short or long periods of time, just being.  Simply that.  Like the lilies of the field....just being who we are.  Without ornamentation, without artifice, without social masks or anything to detract from the purity of who we really are.

Is this possible to actually do?  I think it is.  I see myself this way in the eyes of those who love me.  I have also been given the gift of seeing myself through the eyes of a stranger (One Wish, Healing Morning, 12/15/2009).  I see myself each morning as I meditate and make a conscious effort to be still, be in a quiet moment with myself and God/Universe/Spirit.  I see myself clearly in moments of anger where I react in a manner that I am not proud of, and these moments definitely help me polish up those rough edges quickly!  I see myself in my work....when I write something that I am happy with and proud of, it gives me a moment of such pure clarity that my Soul simply resonates and sings.  I see myself in my hopes and dreams for a better future, both for myself and the people I love, as well as for the world at large. 

It is a complex mix, this thing we call the true Self.  Countless books have been written on the psychology of it all.  We can make it difficult or simple, and on any given day, just existing can be both of those.  Yet the commonality is that we are, in essence, energy.  Light, housed in a physical form.  Always working to find a moment of peace, of happiness, sometimes working so hard at this that we lose sight that it shouldn't be difficult at all!

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Look at that rose.  Or that lily.  Take the names and labels and pedigrees away, and they are simply flowers in a field, growing and beautiful by their very nature.  Is it so hard to grasp this concept and apply it to ourselves?  It seems it should be very easy to achieve.  The reality is that life is busy and we rarely slow down long enough to even contemplate such a thought.  I, of course, contemplate these types of thoughts often, because it's just the way my mind works.  It's the way I see the world...through a filter where, to me, beauty is a constant. 

The thought that we are everything that we need to be, at this moment, both inside and out, is an arresting one.  That which we call the Creator knows this, knew this before we were even born into this physical existence.  The disconnect comes from our own minds and thoughts.  Pondering this concept for this article has reminded me that it really is very simple.  Stop.  Breathe.  Be still and look within.  Quiet your mind, cease everything for a short time, and absorb the fact that at this moment, you truly are imperfectly perfect.  You are not lacking.  You are not less than anything or anyone. You are all that you should be, right at this moment.  In the eyes of others, and on a cosmic level, you are a blinding light of pure energy that is stunning to behold.  You are that rose...by any other name.  You are that lily, clad in raiment that is unique to you, and as such, you are balanced and in harmony.  It is a strong, clear thought to embrace today and everyday in the future.

12 comments:

  1. Hi Dawn,
    Great seeds of contemplation. Your words remind me of “love your neighbor as yourself.” How is it possible to love others when we haven’t learned to love ourselves, flaws and all?
    I like your thoughts on comparing our inner self with the outer masks worn by others. When we are transparent, the light of God shines through us and no masks are needed. We are like those lilies of the field. Like the rose who just is.
    Lovely post!

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  2. Hello Debra and thank you for taking time to visit my blog! Your own words & thoughts here are profound and very complementary to the thoughts I was attempting to communicate. I often find that I am very good at getting in my own way, rather than just stepping back, relaxing and allowing. So this is always a timely reminder & lesson to me. Namaste', my friend. :)


    ~ Dawn

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  3. Hi Dawn! A very expressive and deep post I'd say. Sometimes people have misconceptions about themselves, which are quite baseless. And by doing so they degrade themselves in their sight and in front of other people too! I have always believed that accepting ourselves as we are is the only way to be at peace with the world. It was nice going through your post. Cheers! :)

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  4. Hey..

    A very interesting post. I am new to your blog and definitely found this a very invigorating piece to read and ponder upon. Looking forward to read more of your posts!

    http://hajrak.blogspot.com

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  5. Hi Dawn, wow you are so on it! Most of my younger life was always comparing until I realised that I'm fine the way I am and happy in what I have become.
    It's not easy for others as it is for you but with self awareness and practice it does show in the eyes of the beholder!

    p.s. your badge will appear on web-of-life

    Cheers

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  6. Mystery Mind, thank you for your comment! This topic is one of those ongoing, daily lessons that I think we all wrestle with. I see it in different shades and facets on any given day. Writing about it definitely puts things into perspective for me. I'm glad you enjoyed the post! :)

    Hajra, what a lovely name you have! I am happy to know you enjoyed my thoughts on this topic. I look forward to visiting your blog in return. :)

    Alex, yep, it's a strong lesson to learn, and one that I occasionally require gentle reminders on. We do get bogged down in distractions and wind up having lazy thoughts that can be self-destructive. Daily reflection, meditation, whatever you choose to focus thoughts, makes a big difference with this whole thing. Thank you for your comments, my friend! :)

    Namaste' to you all,

    Dawn

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  7. I'm at work so don't have a lot of time to comment, but I wanted to tell you this post was wonderful. You picked one of my favorite scriptures too.

    And you couldn't have said it any better when you said you loved "flawed beauty".

    I aspire to be all this post inspires me to be.

    And I'm linking up. This will show up on my website as one of my favorites. :)

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  8. Oh my goodness, I rated a link up?! And a favorite?!?! I am beyond flattered and honored, seriously. Thank you for the link up, and thank you for sharing your thoughts on this post. (I wondered if it would flow for you the way it did for me when I wrote it.) I can't think of a higher compliment than a close friend who knows me very well to "get" what I was communicating, and enjoy it enough to share w/ their readers. You've given me a great big smile as a result! *pickles*

    ~ Dawn

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  9. What an inspiring and compelling post. I have been thinking something along those lines myself but could never out it so eloquently as you do!

    I really needed to read this- thank you universe for bringing this blog (and person) into my space in time!

    As always -phenomenal work!

    - Danae

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  10. Danae, I'm happy to hear that this resonated for you. That's what any writer hopes to hear about their work, that it touches people and makes a difference in some small way. Thank you for taking time to visit, read and leave such a nice comment!

    Namaste',

    Dawn

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  11. A woman of many words, yet each one so perfectly and eloquently scripted on the page.

    Learning to love ourselves is something I often speak about, it's so true if you cannot love or accept yourself how can you expect anyone else to. Beautiful as always Dawn x

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  12. SJ, somehow, I missed your comment and am just now stumbling across it at 2:47 am on 4/28/2011. My apologies for the oversight, as I never want to miss the chance to thank every person who takes time to visit here, read and leave a thoughtful comment. Finding your comment now, in the midst of an insomnia moment, gave me such a nice surprise and a reason to smile! Thank you, dear one, for your beautiful words.

    Namaste',

    Dawn

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